I’m bursting at my seams. Ive never had so much emotion running through my body. I don’t know how to properly express the amount of love I have for you.

I needed a place to place some of these thoughts. I have never been so in love in my life. He makes me feel the full spectrum of emotions intensely. I’ve always struggled with having my own emotion and he bring it out in me. We have had our battles and will continue to fight the war. It’s not the end of growth, it will continue. Everyday we learn more of each other and our desires and the way we work and appreciate that in each other. My constant struggle is believing in love and believing he has the ability to love me the same way I love and admire him. Events that have taken place over the past few years has made it more difficult for me to accept love and I’ve built the biggest wall around me to protect myself. He has broken in and I’m feeling things I never thought I could and that scares the shit out of me. This fear is dangerous. But here I am, laying myself out, naked and exposed, allowing myself to trust and believe. I love him